I have repeatedly asked myself a question for ages some time now and more than once a day. The question is . . .
How many times am I going to get hit in the chest with soap from the dispenser before I fix the clogged dispenser tube?
Not a hard job, right? So why do I think about it, even while I have the water running to do the job, and still walk away? Laziness? Procrastination?
Well, I can no longer ask myself this question, because I finally did it. I removed the top, ran it under hot water to melt the soap clogging it, squirted it a few times to make sure, replaced the top, and squirted a couple more times for good measure. Even with all the squirting factored in, the job took about three minutes of my time.
So why am I painting you a picture of my domestic moment?
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First thought: I wonder if my arteries look like that?
How often do we consistently do or not do things that effect our health? We get a report from the doc that our cholesterol is high, the blood pressure is up there, the spare tire is bigger than the entire car, . . . .
How often do we think, “I’ll do something about that later?” as we allow the problem to get worse and worse.
How often do we believe we will be the exception to the rule? –up until that moment when something serious goes wrong?
I am not a health nazi. I believe there is a lot af fad bad advice out there, and too many people jumping on the ‘if only’ bandwagon, the cycle of effort, failure, depression, more effort. . . . That said, however, there are things we know will harm us and steps we can take to prevent or help a physical problem. We know and yet procrastinate. This is dangerous.
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Second thought: What about clogged emotions?
How often do we stuff something back because we don’t want to hurt others, fear the consequences of honesty, or any of the many other excuses we use for doing so? Stuffed anger leads to bitterness. Stuffed love leads to despair. I am not saying it is appropriate to just blurt out your feelings or emotions in every situation, but there are other ways to deal with emotions besides stuffing them. We can journal for one. The point is that if we continue to ignore emotions and not deal with them, we get clogged. Then, just as the soap shot out past the clog to get all over me, our emotions shoot out and land all over everyone around. This too is dangerous.
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Third Thought: Mental clogs? What are mental clogs? I would say this harks back to the old ‘garbage in, garbage out’ adage. We put bad, worthless, or harmful things into our mind and they become clogged to the good things. Just as pornography has been shown to change a person’s brain over time, many other things, imbibed consistently, change how we think. From there it changes how we believe and then how we act. When we act out our new thought patterns and beliefs, our actions burst out all over others. This too is dangerous.
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Fourth Thought: Can we be spiritually clogged?
Yes, we can. If we have never met God on a personal basis (known in my circles as salvation), we are clogged. If we are not spending time with God, not spending time in the Word, in prayer, and fellowshipping with others, we are clogged. It is only as we apply the heat of the Word, prayer, felowship, and time in intimacy with God that we can unclog ourselves spiritually. Spiritual clogs are probably the most dangerous of all.
Are you clogged? Do you know you’re clogged and yet put off doing anything about it? Do you know why? What are some other things that clog us or unclog us? What clogs you?
Stuffing it in
I can’t let it go
my rage presses
fast at my heart
I fear the
consequences
will show
the ugliness
clogging me up
Disrespect unchallanged
and back turned
on God
these and more
keep me
from my best
when I turn
and surrender
let it out
let it go
then I find
myself open
to all.
Mar 19, 2012 @ 21:05:20
You did a nice job with this. I have never heard the term “clogged” get attributed to one’s spiritual life, but it works. The procrastination thing is interesting because if I have a lot to do, find that I take more time to get started. It is almost as if the amount of things to do clog my mind making it hard to get started. I don’t know if that makes sense or if that clogs your mind as I say that. 🙂
Mar 19, 2012 @ 22:06:16
Thank you. It did clog my mind, but it’s also understandable. I think we have too many things to do, so we don’t know where to start first. I’ve never heard of it before either, but that’s where it led me. One thing about being clogged is that when you become unclogged it is a glorious (?) release :).
Mar 20, 2012 @ 22:47:49
LOL I Often feel “clogged” — it’s as if I have all this stuff “bottled” up and just itching to get out and I can’t seem to work fast enough LOL
Mar 22, 2012 @ 09:59:37
Spew forth, Doreen! lol. I understand that feeling. Then there’s when we don’t want to get the clogged stuff out. Thanks for coming by and adding to the discussion. Angie
Apr 01, 2012 @ 08:13:00